Thank you very much

Via MSN, you have totally told me what had happened, and I really appreciate that. Yes, I know, the thing you mentioned was really a stupid mistake that I made, and I also can understand why you are that angry. Like what I wrote in the piror article, no matter what the reason is, I accept. No matter what your decision is, I respect.

Here, I am about to tell you that I would like to show my gratitude toward you. Thank you very much for telling me what happened, which let know how I died. Thank you very much for giving me the wonderful memory in the past two years. It was you that accompined me when my confidence was destroyed by Alex D.H. Lin. It was you that accompined me to get through the pain. Although it might be impossible for us to become as good as what we were in the past, I still have to say, you are the best friend that I have ever met. It is really my great honour to have the opportunity to befriend you.

Of course, I am expecting to have the friendship. However, this should depend on you. If you say yes, the door is always opened for you. Nevertheless, if you reject, I will not object, because I know that it was my fault, and you totally have the right to refuse to forgive me.

In the future of my life, it is a great pity of your abscence. However, I can do nothing but accept. I will regret it with my rest life.

May God bless you, and your family.

Sincerely,

Edward

What I want is nothing but an explanation.

It has been months that you do not answer my phone, MSN, and short message. I do not know what on earth happened. Before the winter vacation, we were still very good, but now, I don't think you can recognise me if we meet on the street.

It is okay if you don't want to befriend me anymore. However, please give me a reason. No matter what the reason is, I accept, but, please let me know. Maybe you don't understand how I feel right now, but I have to tell you that I feel very sad and hurt. I feel I am dead without a reason.

The last time we contacted was yesterday, with my home's phone. When I asked you why you didn't answer my phone, you just said: "I don't wanna pick it up." Then, you hung up. You didn't give me a chance to explain, you didn't give me a chance to understand. We were very good, but I have no idea what is the obstacle between us. If you read this article, I beg you to contact with me, though I know this can hardly occur.

I need an explanation. Just let me know. No matter what the reason is, I accept. Even if the words will kill me, they can, at least, let me rest in peace. I don't want to be a ghost that does not know how it died. This is the last request that I ask. Please, accomplish it, if you recognise that we were friends.